TLDR: You can find me on @[email protected] now.
I joined Twitter in January 2009. Like everybody else, I had to find a username. I was young, just started studying and I was (and still am) a huge fan of the Deftones, so I thought I would be cheeky to use @thedeftone as my handle. It described my affinity to the band and I was betting on some people accidentally subscribing to my account instead of the bands account. The latter didn’t really work out and mostly led to confusion when people tried to follow me. Joke’s on me, I guess ;)
Another reason for @thedeftone was going for a handle that didn’t contain my name. I thought I would stay somewhat anonymous that way. Your handle was your display name back in those days. Only people how knew you would know who you were.
It’s fun to go back and check my first tweets 1. I joined the platform when I just moved out of my parent’s house to study computer science. I mainly tweeted about studying and how I was preparing for exams. The first non-uni topic for me was the attending my first barcamp (#bcruhr2).
But back to my beginnings on Twitter.
Looking back at my old tweets I realized that I actually started out tweeting in German. Three months in, I then randomly switched to tweeting in English. Most of the people I was communicating with were friends from university, so it made sense to start out in German. But all of a sudden I thought it would be better to switch to English.
Maybe it had to do with me switching to (or trying to switch to) OpenSolaris 2 I must have read so many English guides and forum posts to make that OpenSolaris work on my machine, that I thought I should document my journey in English? Maybe there’s an easier explanation for the language change. Most of our uni materials and most programming documentation online are written in English. So tweeting about those things in German felt off. It might’ve been a mix of those reasons.
But I digress. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I had loads of fun early in my early days on Twitter. A lot of my friends were there and my silly little username was not in the way.
Over the course of university I started to give talks at barcamps, meetups and eventually at conferences. My Twitter handle can be found on my slide decks. After my talks though, I would often have people come to me to tell me they couldn’t find me on Twitter, they just found the account of a metal band. 😭
I should’ve probay changed my handle the first time this happened. But I didn’t give those interactions much thought. I never questioned my choice of handle back then. But this is exactly what I did over the last months.
Since Elon Musk took over Twitter, I, like many others, started to distance myself from his platform. His decisions to partner up with white supremacists, to block journalists and the way he’s treating his staff made it clear to me that I did not want to be part of it anymore.
So I joined Mastodon. More specifically, I joined the indieweb.social instance. Home to many interesting web personalities. I thought I had found my crowd. I used the same handle that I used on Twitter to make it easier for folks to find and to recognize me.
And its fun over there on Mastodon. It does feel like the old days on Twitter. People are nice to one another, they support each other and best of it all, I haven’t seen any crypto coin spam in my timeline.
Still, something was missing and I finally figured out what it was. Let me explain.
It’s been a couple of years now that I’ve been struggling with finding the right things to tweet about. I enjoyed reading and replying to friend’s statuses but didn’t feel like tweeting much myself. I think it has to do with me trying to please the followers I gained by speaking at conferences. People that, at least in my mind, would expect me to tweet exclusively about programming things. Nobody would be interested in silly or mundane updates, worse, they would unfollow. Oh the damage a silly tweet could do to my follower ratio.
I’ve stopped enjoying to tweet over my fears of not pleasing my audience. I lost the easiness of tweeting what’s on my mind. And I had only myself to blame.
That is why I decided to start the new year with a new username and on a new instance. A fresh start if you will. 🎊
On the surface, it might look like only a name change but it means more to me. I’m associating my old handle too much with my professional life and I wasn’t able to let go of that. That’s why the handle had to go.
Regarding the change of instance, I feel like I joined indieweb.social in order to keep up the “professional ” appearance of my online identity. It’s a great instance, don’t get me wrong. I just feel like I want to join an instance that hosts a bunch of web folks but also doesn’t take itself too seriously. In the hope that I will not take myself too seriously anymore as well.
That is why you can now find me as @[email protected]. This instance is hosted by the folks over at omg.lol. By the name alone you know that people there are in for some fun. And there’s are plenty of web peeps on that instance, too. And omg.lol looks like a rather cute and unique part of the internet. Their 2023 roadmap looks amazing.
I chose @janmon as my handle because I’m not trying to hide my identity anymore. And to be hones, I didn’t even try to hide it over on Twitter either. My profile contains links to my personal site and links to talks with my full name on it anyways. My full name is rather hard to spell and a tad too long, so I shortened the lastname to only its first three letters. Ideally I would’ve gone with @jan but that one’s already been taken (like on pretty much every other platform 😄).
I’m glad that Mastodon makes it so easy to redirect your account without losing your followers/followings. It’s a bummer that I’ll “lose” my posts, but thery weren’t that many yet anyways.
As for my Twitter account. I’m not sure yet what to do with it. I haven’t tweeted there in forever and only checked it seldomly. Maybe I’ll update my Mastodon handle there and tweet about the occasional blog post but I’m planning to keep it a write-only account.
So yeah, happy new year! Here’s to a fresh new start of my online identity 🎉 And see you over on Mastodon 👋
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